The ideal, the dream, the vision in your mind
the perfect world you see in you your eyes
the place where you wanna be
the jump you wanna make from here to there
the distance too big, in what is and what you wanna see
the anxiety
how will it be?
possible
the world running on a structure - flawed, full of flees rotting, not working
the cycles in the current society
where do I fit in, "to be or not to be."
can't see who I am clearly
what do I do?
to bridge this gap that feels too big for the little me
I know too much to turn a blind eye and continue business normally
focus on sales and just my wellbeing without taking the whole as a part of me
without questioning
no I can't bear it
a business that isn't fully what you want it to be
how do you bring it with you as you leave the false realities
when you know what you didn't know before
when you see what you didn't see before
how do you hold an image of a different world and function in the false reality
an urge to abandon it and shut it all down
burn it all to the ground
I don't know how to be
how can I stay here, knowing there's a better way
I want true sustainability
The vision I see, self sustaining communities, living whole, blissful, abundant lives
With everything made locally by the members of the community
small sustainable villages
where people grow their own crops, collect their own raw materials and make what they need
where community members support each other and live in a harmonious system
where sustainability exists naturally
they won't harm their own land, waste any resources
will only take as much as they need
they will work with nature
and know we're all one, stronger together
there will be unity, not greed
But for that a huge shift in consciousness is needed, awakening is needed
Skills are needed, time is needed
a lot of learning and unlearning is needed
In the mean time, I'll be right here
remembering the future isn't bigger than what is
the ideals, the perfect worlds in our minds
utopian societies with no problems
will that ever be?
there will always be something
so let yourself breathe
live this life with some glee
you don't have to figure it all out
and fix the entire society
do what feels good
do what feels freeing
find your joy, share your joy
focus on what is right and add to it
it's ok, it's alright
the weight of the world isn't your to carry
let yourself rest
give yourself a break
live a little
loosen up
leave the rest to the one who made you and me.
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